When you have a scheduled C-section, this is how your birth story should go:
39 weeks, September 22, 4:45am |
Maybe he looks so unlike Ben because he is WAY bigger? |
I love his fuzzy hair! It might even be a little redder than Ben's was. |
I quickly fed Isaac, and within a few minutes, I was being wheeled back down to the operating room. It's not safe to operate with hemoglobin levels under 10, so I had to have a blood transfusion before anything else could be done. Then my doctor (who, by the way, was amazing and is my hero) made a few extra little cuts on my abdomen and checked out my innards laproscopically. He was hoping to find a blood clot somewhere that he could just remove laproscopically. No such luck. What he actually found was about a liter of blood just hanging out inside me. Apparently there were two tiny pin-prick holes in my organs that were slowly pumping blood where it ought not be. So he had to re-open my C-section incision (gross, I know) and get rid of said blood and close said holes.
100% worth all the trouble :) |
Before this second surgery, I didn't have much time to worry or even process what was going on. After it was over, though, I realized I was starting the recovery process all over again. I ended up leaving the hospital the next afternoon (Sunday), feeling okay... but by Sunday night, I was not having fun. I learned that insane swelling is normal after a blood transfusion -- and I was so swollen Sunday night that I weighed 10 pounds more than I did at my most pregnant. And all of the swelling was from the waist down, so you can imagine how comfortable that is. "Cankles" doesn't even begin to capture it. I lost 30 pounds in my first six days back at home - of just fluid. Yikes. All that digging around on my insides also gave me some crazy bruising all over my hips and legs, so I was pretty sure for a day or so that I was going to die. And I had plenty of time to worry about it because - remember? - I was up multiple times a night with a newborn. Those were good times.
I'm not usually very good at looking at the bright side of things, especially when I have actual reasons to be frustrated. In this situation, though, God was so merciful and protected me from getting depressed about my physical state. After one or two breakdowns early in the week, there were only a few moments here and there when I felt upset that this whole thing didn't go the way it was supposed to go.
It has now been 13 days since Baby Isaac was born and 11 days since my second surgery, and I am feeling much, much better. My parents stayed with us until Isaac was 10 days old and basically kept our household running during that time period (THANK YOU, Mom and Dad!). I was scared to see what happened after they left. So far, Daniel and I are surviving the difficult new territory of having two sweet boys (he's working from home this week, which is a huge help). And we are so incredibly thankful these angels!
4 comments:
Wow Micah! I had read on Facebook that you had 2 surgeries but I didn't know why. I'm so glad that they found it and were able to take care of the bleeding. I can't wait to meet Isaac! I hope that you continue to recover well!
Oh my goodness!!! How scary!! Well, I'm super glad that they figured out the problem and were able to fix it...the aftermath sounds pretty horrible, though. Glad you and baby are doing better...the 'fall picture' is so cute!
Yikes! So sorry for the difficult experience and rough recovery. Makes you thankful for modern medicine though, huh? Isaac is adorable and I love the fall pictures, especially the quilt...and the cute kids too, of course.
Wow, Micah! What a story. I am so glad you are on the mend and Isaac is well. He sure is a cutie pie! Congrats to you all. :)
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